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My yoga ball isn't saying as full as it should be, I don't think. Le sad.

I finally have a view of something! After looking out at that godawful air conditioning unit (if that's even what it was), I now get to look out at wonderful West Grace Street. It's an improvement, lol.

My room looks pretty awesome. I have the beaded curtain up in the doorway, my pictures are up, pictures from an old Care Bears calendar are up on the wall, my microwave is spiffy, and my door is freaking awesome. The only exception is that my white board refuses to stay up, so I have to ask Mommy to get me a new one. =( And I have shampoo now! Didn't pack any because we went to BJ's yesterday and I figured I could get a giant bottle or two. Except they didn't have it. Had to go to Ukrop's today, whoo boy. Anyway, yeah. Everything's unpacked and I'm just finishing up on finding homes for everything. I heart my room a lot. Will take pictures when it's finally done.

...My printer just spat out 15 pages of nothing, for no reason. What the hell?

I was looking at Phi Sigma Pi's wiki page earlier, specifically at alumni-related things. Other chapters seem so far ahead of us. There are a bunch of things I'd like to do now, having seen the suggestions on the Wiki, but I pretty much lack motivation to continue anything big that I start. It would be great to send out a newsletter once or twice a semester, but knowing me I'd never get it done and/or it would suck. So I have to talk to Shannon about that, I think. I'd also like to do something on our website, but a) I lack teh 1337 skillz, and b) the website itself just... kinda sucks. Krissy, Shannon, and Natalie want to make our chapter a lot better this year, so I'm sure they'd be up to doing new things and whatever, it's just a matter of my figuring out the best way to do things so that they get done. u_u Whatever.

I am super excited about the barbeque on Wednesday. And I will be so freaking glad when it's over. x3

Met my mentee today. She's been here a week already, and I totally didn't know this. Now I feel stupid. I think I'd seen her around yesterday and today too, but I didn't think it was her because I didn't think she was moving in til tomorrow. Now I feel freaking stupid. xD Oh wells. It's not like she told me, either.

Cabell has Harry Potter 1-4 (at least) and Jekyll & Hyde, so I'll be making a stop there in the near future. Now that I won't be on Gaia anymore, I'll need something to do to keep myself busy when I'm not leaving homework until the last possible moment. God I don't want homework. Or classes. I would be content with just living in WG for nine months and doing nothing. Oh yuck, I need to get a job too. Guess I'll be visiting the Career Center on Monday, since I never got around to emailing them. I should be able to find something on campus, because there's no way in hell they can fill ALL those work study positions. Seriously, the list is super long. Tuesdays and Thursdays would be freaking ideal to work, if I could get an office job. But whatever, I'm not going to get my hopes up for anything. I do seriously need a job.

Also, my bill needs to freaking get paid. It's due by Tuesday; my financial aid and one of my two scholarships has gone through, but I still owe them $8,669.50 technically. So my loan needs to kick in NAO PLZ. I'm pretty sure it went through like, at the last minute last semester, because I remember freaking out about it then too. But still this is not funny. I don't have $9k to give them if something gets fucked up.

How do I always start off happy and end up complaining/worrying about things? Oi. It's sleepy time now anyway. I's tired. yay, bed. :3
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But i'm still just as homicidal.

i don't know what the fuck i'm gona do later to make myself happier, or even just apathetic. Usually i watch Gravi, but Ferdy's got disc 1, the one with the Bad Luck concert where Ryuu shows up. Oh well. Maybe A Knight's Tale will help. Heath ledger's hot. i wana go see the Brothers Grimm movie. Ferdy, wana go sometime? Say yes.

i think i said this a few days ago, but i really do NOT want to go to school this year. i mean, i've never liked going back after the summer, ecxept for the fact that i neever see freinds til then. [yes my spelling is starting to suck but you'll just have to deal with that, won't you?] this year i'm just dreading it. As far as i know the only person i care about in my english, psych, and v/v classes is katie. i hate literally half my french class pbut hey, there's 6 of us >>], anatomy is going to suck, and im afraid of the idiot ill get stuck with in law. oh christ do i really have to go? and of course theres gona be more pressure from people for me to be #1 and piss off ariana, but i dont give a shit. if i finsih at 3 this year im going to be pissed though. just on principle.

im sick of college shit already. the visits, the emails, the snail mailings... i requested applications from harvard and VCU yesterday, and i got one from unh at the open house. chrsit, on the off chance i get into harvard my mother is going to open the phone book and call fucking everyone in it. that;s what she did when i got into all my high schools and got the scholarships. fucking christ this is going to suck. i dont give a damn, i just want to go to college. i just want to lounge around all day and go to classes in my pjs and sweatpants and crappy tshirts and not have to worry about my mother running my life or about fucking competition with certain bitches at school that everyone wants me to be in but i dont care for. and i hate to say it but i dont want to deal with kari-ann. i just dont. p3ffy and i have been kinda kind-heartedly making fun of her and how she's so anal about what she looks like and what WE look like, and i dont want to go back to that. we have december and 4th quarter out of uniform, plus tag days. i'm not dressing preppy so kari-ann can feel less self conscious. and i dont want to listen to her making fun of anime or saying im weird because of what i like or any of that, or "Gee, how did we get to be friends again?" which is her way of saying "you're a fucking weirdo and you're attracting unwanted attention to me." and omg if she does as little homework adnd studying this year as she did last year i swear to god ill kill her.

french is going to suck. im a level ahead of everyone and therefore ill be resented if i know any word they dont or i fi do this or that or whatever... and of course i talk to french people in french on gaia, so i'll know a lil more outside of what i've learned and theyll be all like "ooh uyou're showing of now huh" and i really dont want to deal with that either.

i dont give a shit that im smarter than everyone in almost everything and it's never stopped me before from doing what's expected of me, or better, but fucking christ it gets annoying when people are like "omg youre so smart you have no right to bitch about getting a 'bad grade' because thats not really bad" well thats great for you but i have my own standards and just because i dont SUCK like you do, i DO get bad grades and you have no right to assume that i dont stress out just as much as you do. so fuck off. my life is not perfect just because my gpa is 4.3+ if anything it's worse because so many people are like "omg you're so smart we've got so great expectations for you" and i dont giv ea shit. i know what i want to do with my life and it doesnt involve whatever the fuck you want me to do

speaking of which, my uncle has been telling me for years that i should be an accountant and study the stock market and shit because i can make so much money. this is the same uncle who bitches at my mom for letting us read harry potterr and watch anime cuz they're satanic of some shit like that. and he's been saying that extremem makeover show is doing a teen edition and he wants to nominate me for it. he told mom he's joking, but i would kill him. aside from the fact that it's fucking offensive as hell, i would just kill him for it. he called yesterday so see how mom's doing and she mentioned something about how she's told me repeatedly i'm not spending summers here during college if i come back with piercings and colored hair and he told her to tell me that people in the real world dont look kindly on people with colored hair and shit. ASK ME IF I GIVE A FUCK. CUZ I DONT.

i hate everyone right now. i hate stop n shop ans everyone there, i hate school, i fucking hate life. i really do. im so pissed off at everything and everyone. but at the same time i really dont give a shit baout anything. can you really be apathetic and utterly pissed off at the same time? now would be the time to go write like, angsty fanfiction or to play angry angtsy pseudo rock shit on my guitar or soemthing, except i cant play anything and i havent written any good fics in a year. someone kill me. just kill me now, please. i really dont want to have to deal wth any of this fucking shit anymore. im sick of living here and of all the stupid drama that life brings and whatever. i weish i could just jump forward 10 years or something. ill be living on my own probably working toward a fucking phd since that's what you need to be accepted as an expert of whatever, and ill probly be living in some mini apartment alone and miserable but at least id be alone. alone and with no one to answer to and no one to give a shit about.

now i want a boy/girlfriend whom i could guilt into feeling bad since i feel shitty, and then make them buy me stuff. like coffee. i need a coffee right now but mom has the car and im not walking across the street in the dark brecause im just too fucking lazy.

im sure someone's going to stumnble on thisand be offended but i coulndt care less right now. i really couldnt.
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Like hell. Being aggressive will make it easier for me to fucking kill you.

[This entire post is me bitching about work, so no one needs to feel obligated to read and/or comment on it.]

i dont think i've ever seriously thought about quitting stop & shop before now, but quitting would only mean fucking Jandelle wins and i get no more money.

So anyway, my allergies have developed into a cold or something, i think, which makes life suck in general. i've been miserable since monday and of course i had to go into work today, which sucked more. The firsts customer i got wanted to return something form the Quincy store but she didnt have a receipt. Okay. Well it's not in our computer so i can't take it back. But she insists that all Stop & Shops sell the same thing because it's the same company so there's no way it can't be in the computer. Whatever. So she pulls a piece of paper out of her purse and writes my name down. "Well, Caitlin, i'm just going to call your coporate office and tell them you're not cooperating with me, and they'll send me a $25 gift card for my trouble." Fuck you. And she wanted to pay for her other groceries at the desk, including a banana which i couldn't scale. Andrea got the price for me, but i heard "45 cents" instead of "25 cents." Then i get bitched at cuz it's wrong and therefore she should ger her 25 cent banana free [which, by the way, is not our policy]. And threatened again because "You're being very rude to me and that's not good customer service." So apparantly she went to Donna and Regina and bitched to them, and Regina was like "Fine. Would you like me to refund your quarter?" and she did and the bitch wrote Regina's name down and said she was calling corporate again. But she stormed off and left her receipt, so Regina looked up her card number and got her name and i don't know what she did after that. But both she and Donna were like "That lady was a bitch! What did she say to you?" And i couldn't tell if they were mad at me for something or just like "wtf."

And then Mr. Linder kinda yelled at me because he's a fucking idiot. Last week i went in to see if i could give someone money to buy me cigarettes for my mom, and he's too stupid to figure that part out so all week he's been making a big deal out of how it was so illegal and it shouldn't be done and i should'nt've asked him about it "but it's okay cuz i knew they were for you mom anyway." Well what the fuck is the problem?! Let it die before someone overhears you and we all get screwed, mmkay?

Then the day just sucked in general, since it's Thursday and everyone wants to cash their checks. Then i had to call Mr. Linder since some lady wanted to return like, $30 worth of stuff but didn't have a receipt with her for any of it. And some of it had Star Market price tags on it. Didn't all Stars change to Shaws a few years ago? So calls back and says "Okay from now on call Jandelle if you need something" and he's very nice about it. i hang up from him and she's on the other line: "Caitlin? This is Jandelle. Don't you call Mr. Linder if you need customer assisstance help. you call ME. i do all that so don't call Mr. Linder again." Well that's great. in the time it took for you to stand there and bitch you could've come over and seen what i needed. idiot.

Then the day continues to suck. i went on my break an hour late because it took her that long to come down and give Adrina money for her drawer. [i couldn't go and leave Adrina with nothing.] Then she royally fucked up the lottery.

Eric asked me to hang out on the floor to help while he got some breaks done, but i had to go count the lottery. That was 5:20. The lottery was still closed because i left and something was really fucking wrong with it. i kept getting 2 different figures so it was fucked up. it was over either $600 or $1k. i called her over to look at it and it turns out she doesnt know HOW to balance the lottery. Well that's not going to help me much now, is it? So THEN she goes "well you know what, i'm just gona leave this for Danny to double check." Well that would be a good idea if he came in before FOUR PM TOMORROW.

i don't want to sound racist, but she's really your stereotypical black woman. She's got the attitude and everything. [Like the chicks on Jerry Springer who snap their fingers and go "Donchoo talk smack about me, biyatch. You don't kno~owwww me!"] While she was talking her time coming to the desk some lady pushed her way through to the front of the line and started bitching about how she spent $50 at EZ and didnt get her gas coupon cuz the machine was jammed. i told her that if it doesnt print there's nothing we can do but she wanted her coupon. She didnt want to buy gas then so i couldnt call the gas station, and when i gave her one that was on the desk, she didnt want it because it expired Monday and "what if i don't get gas by Monday?" Well i'm sure you've let coupons expire before, it won't kill you. So i'm telling her there's nothing i can do and Jandelle pushes her way through and goes "No no, i'll handle this. Come with me ma'am. " and makes herself look like the good guy and does something i'm sure she wasn't supposed to just to shut the lady up. Then she comes in and stands at my register until i turn and actually acknowledge her presence and she says to me in THE most condescending way "Well... Caitlin... what you were telling her was right, but when you get agressive that's not going to help anything. Next time you just need to be less aggressive and hear them out..." And i'm like WHAT THE FUCK.

Eric tried to count my drawer since Phylis was going on it, but he couldn't figure out how and he was finally like "Y'know what, FUCK IT." i was like "Okay, but if something comes out wrong, call me so i can kill myself before i have to come in tomorrow." i was leaning more toward killing myself so i wouldn't have to deal with it anymore, but i think he heard it as i wanted to kill myself so i wouldnt get in trouble or something cuz he's like "You'd kill yourself over Stop & Shop? No, i'd bring you back to life and then kill you again fro being stupid enough to do that!" which is cute. But oh CHRIST i dont think i can deal with that for 2 more days...

Of course i came home 25 minutes late cuz i didnt want to just leave while there were so many issues with money on MY drawer and such, and i came home homicidal, so Mom was like "Oh why are you late? What's wrong?" and i made the mistake of bitching to her and she told me i should tell Regina or Mr. Linder that either Jandelle has to go or i won't work the desk anymore.

Uh... right.

The woman has no idea how to work anything back there, she's never in the front where she should be, she doesn't know how to work the front end either... what the fuck?! We've been fine without a CSM for the 2 years i've been there, and im sure for longer than that. Why the hell are they cutting hours store wide and then bringing in people we don't need? What kind of sense does that make?! She really needs to change her attitude and learn exactly what it is she's supposed to be doing though. How the fuck can she tell us what to do when she doesn't know how we're supposed to do it in the first place? i'm not fucking new, i know what's supposed to be done. it's just that the lottery NEVER fucking balances for me and people think that because i'm a kid they know more than me so they can argue til they get their way because managers give in to everyone just to please them. What the fucking hell.

There's no way i'm gona be able to work on any kind of homework later. Maybe i'll watch Generator Gawl, or a DVD with real people in it. >>; i need to go to Suncoast and get manga, and hopefully the other 3 GG DVDs. And fuck, i want the Gravi OVA.

whatever.

Aug. 18th, 2005 07:30 pm
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Yeah so here's an update for ya.

i feel shitty. i've been sick for a few days. my tummy yells at me whenever i eat, so i haven't really been eating. which isn't a bad thing, in theory, but i guess is bad anyway. >>

ihate the ending to FMA. somebody better sub that movie soon. and wathcing the whole series is really the only thing from my lengthy summer to-do list that i finished. which is depressing.

i'm losing interest in gaia, but i dont think i'll ever quit cuz it's fun, and there are so many people i'd probly not get to talk to again if i quit.

i have 150 pages of my psych book to read plus 15 pages on it to write, a bunch of french assignments, and 3 long books to read. in about 3 weeks. my classes suck cuz there's no one in them. i'm going to college in virginia. i have a lot of writing to do for scholarships for essays. fuck life. someone remind me to bitch about new haven later. >.o i dont have the time now.

ferdy's going to ohio in 2 days. i'll have to amuse myself for a week. wtf.

i've become re-obsessed with the french romeo & juliette musical since i found ALL the songs on limewire. i just wish i could get the show itself to dl. ms kerwin said i could borrow her dvd to copy, but that would take forever since i'd have to use my grandfather's computer [why does HE have a dvd burner and we dont?!] to rip it from hers, then burn it to dvd-rs. but it's 2 discs. oi. i dont think i could stay at their house for that long. but the songs are sad. and easily understandable. someone on gaia told me my french was mazaing for not being my first language. yay.

i still want french ygo manga. but it would cost a fortune to buy 1-31, and whatever else is out, and have it shipped from florida or canada or france or something. why the hell does it suck so much here?

work sucks as usual. overbearing gay men who still are only part time after 25 years and think they're the manager do not make for a happy flea or a happy work environment. and what the hell, he calls me flea! what. the hell?!

james & ferdy make work fun though.

i still dont see the point of myspace.

my room is kinda clean-ish. i cleaned out the garage a few weeks ago when we bought the guitar. the next week i cleaned out my entire closet and got rid of so much crap. then i cleaned my room itself, but ti still needs work.

i;m learning to play nirvana's "come as you are" on guitar. i want to learn the rage beat dammit!

christ, man, this is my last year of high school. like, wtf. my childhood is out the window... i'll be 18 in 6 months and 10 days. .-. i've done nothing significant with my life and i'm moving on to a new stage and shit but... it's kinda depressing. i keep saying i cant wait to go to college, and i really cant, but omg. college. when i was little i never thought i'd be this old or going to college or whatever. i was amazed by people who were this old. i remember in like, 7th grade 2 guys from school asked me out in like a week and i was like "hey mom, what would you say if..." and she's like "no, you're not dating until youre 16" and i was like "what the fuck thats so far away!" and im 17 now and couldn't care less about guys... i wish tehre were hot guys around. or girls. i wish i could definitely figure out what my "sexual orientation" is. >> why does life suck so much?

haha, my mom asked me last night if i ever went back to fictionised.net. @.@ no, but ari found me. does that count? *waves to ari <3*

oh christ. i hope i dont have a lot of classes with ariana this year. that would make life suck more. i cant believe freshman year i was like "yeah im totally gona be valedictorian" and now im #3, behind fucking airhead barbie and a pothead. i dont care that im not #1, i really honestly dont whether or not people believe me. it just pisses me off that THEY are the top 2. "oh no, i dont want people to think i'm smart! ewwwww" well then what the fuck, dont act like you know everything!

mmm i still wana work on impaws. maybe ill do that later insterad of reading psych. this weekend im definitely going to finish my psych book and the writing, and probly the tehology book too. then i can read native son and the grapes of wrath each in a week, and ill be all set. my french homework wont take any time at all. oh christ i dont want to go back to school. im really honestly dreading this year and i dont know why. i've never been happy about going back to school after summer vaca but this time i just dont want to go back at all. ugh.

fucking graduation is the same weekend as anime boston. they better have the ceremony somewhere cool instead of the fucking churchor i will be PISSED. to miss anime boston for sitting in a church for a few hours? it's an ugly church, it's small, and while i respect other people's religions and such, i dont believe in a god of any kind and i really dont want something as "important" as graduation in a fucking church. i wanted to be halloween sora too, which would be aweosme and fun to make but argh.

i;ve given up on trying to make my own prom dress. im just going to try to desgin it and find someone who will make it. and lose about40 pounds. ugh god im gross. and i just had this conversation with ferdy. XD

okay, im done bitchign for now. i have to go to s&s to get coffee and dog food and shit that means i;ll have to deal with danny. what the fucking hell. maybe ill do that 2moro beofre i start, and ill get kerri to do it for me instead. so yeah. imma go visit ferdy and get gas and coffee and stuff, then come home and give in and work on impaws.

i need to find kata's LJ...

screw looking decent. im going to s&s in my pajamas. ask me if i give a damn.

why does blog-writing always make me pissy/apathetic?
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=D Gaahhhhhhhh, Johnny Depp. <3 That movie is fucking awesome. Haha, 'fucking.' Ferdy knows what i'm talking about. Mmmmyeah. And dude, the guy runs/lives in a candy factory. Can you imagine the possibilities?! @.@

Moving on to something more uh... wholesome? i got a guitar. Yays. it's a Peavey something or other. Came in a box with all the other guitar shit you need. We went to New Hampshire to see this place called America's Stonehenge. [OHMIGAWD LOOK! IT'S A BUNCH OF ROCKS!] it was okay... the main site was like, half old ancient shit and half the remains of a guy's house. o.O The tour map thing was like "#7 - Sacraficial Altar. #8 - X's Fireplace." And i'm like "uh... yeah..." But there was astronomical stones set up too. What i thought was cool was the fact that wherever the stones were, the path was clear so you could see the sun/moon/whatever, but i'm realizing now that people probably cleared them quite recently so they could see what was going on. >>;

Anyway, guitar: So we're driving through Salem looking for this restaurant we went to before, and we drive by a Daddy's Junky Music. All of a sudden my father stops short and he's like "Are they really getting a guitar?" and Mom's like "Eventually" and he just pulled in. He figured it was better to buy it in New Hampshire [where there's no sales tax] than "paying taxes to the Republic." Haha, you're funny. NOT. Now, since we started talking about getting a guitar, i've been saying we're getting an electric guitar for various reasons that Katie and P3ffy gave me, and the fact that i'm just not playing an acoustic. So the guy in the store is like "What kind do you want? Acoustic r electirc?" and i said electric but as usual i was ignored. Joe goes "Uh, we don't know yet. What's better to learn on?" and after the guy gave a speech about it, Joe turns to me & Sean and says "Hey, you should be asking these questions, not me!" At which point i flipped out on him because not only did i say what we wanted, the guy had repeated what i've been saying about why we should get an electric. So yeah. i got glared at by mom for asking the guy if they had the guitar in black, since the only one on the floor was an ugly ass color called "Sunburst" Eww.

Aaanyway, after that we went to lunch and i got yelled at a million more times for bitching at Joe for being the uncivilized idiot that he is. Then we came home and i cleaned the fucking garage. i'm still not sure why. it's been bugging me forever that it was so cluttered and messy and gross, and i was planning on doing it eventually cuz Mom's been saying we'll have to practice down there cuz of the noise [>>], so i was gona do it to drop a not-so-subtle hint. But then we got the guitar and that killed that. it was so gross down there. There was a giant spider and it had like, egg sacs in its web hanging off the door and ew. i almost quit when i saw it. But 2.5 hours later i was disgusting, the garage was clean, and the trash in the driveway took up more space than the car. Yay.

i can't wait til i'm 18. There are so many things i'm going to do just to spite Mom. BCN had a blood drive on Friday and i wanted to go, and she just kept asking me why. Uhh, to give blood? Duh? But of course i got shot down, and if you're under 18 you have to have permission, so that sucks.

UUUUGGGHHHH. i want to dye my hair. That's the one thing i can't do and hide from her. i can get my ears pierced and just wear my hair down all the time, and if i wanted i could get a tattoo and hide it easily, but i can't wear a hat or anything 24/7. Grr. And yes, i said, "i could get a tattoo." i recently decided i want one, but i don't know what or where. i saw at least 3 tattoo/body piercing places in Richmond but those were in the part you don't go to. >>

The story of my hellish trip to Virginia: So we went down to visit Virginia Commonwealth University. it's a 10 hour drive. Since no one likes my idiot father, and he drive like a maniac, it was not a happy ride. Monday was all driving. Tuesday we went to Jamestown, where they recreated some of the colonial shit but it sucked a lot. Then we went to Yorktown, which was Revolutionary War-era recreated shit. Wasn't as bad. mom expected them to take all day, but we spent maybe an hour at each one. Drove to Richmond and stayed there, even though we were'nt supposed to go tehre til Wednesday. We missed a turn, so we kept driving down one of the main streets, all the way into a rundown scary section. There were boarded up buildings and hardly anyone on the streets, and even though there were tons of fast food places and such, there were no cars in any of the parking lots. When people started listening to me since i had the fucking map anyway, we turned around and found the hotel. [The street we wanted was the only fucking one without a street sign.] Then we went back out to a fast food place called Hardee's. There was no one in the place, and all the people behind the counter were black. They were nice, but when we walked in the looks they gave us clearly said "You're not suppsoed to be here." ._. At that point i just flipped out. We went back to the hotel and i curled up in a big chair and wanted to cry. The place fucking scared me. it's not like i have a problem with cities; i've wandered around Boston and Paris and Nice, not knowing exactly where i was going and in the last two, not even knowing what people were saying, and i couldn't have cared less. But just sitting in the car and the hotel i desperately wanted to go home. i was in a bad mood all night. Wednesday morning Mom called the lady we were suppsoed to talk to at VCU and asked if we could reschedule for that day [instead of Thursday]. We went and talked to her and blah. She asked for my SAT scores & GPA, and said right away that i'd be accepted with no problem and i'd be in the honors program and get a $12k scholarship, minimum [Half a year's tuition]. We walked around and saw the school and it's all self-contained. Everything is in one area, except the medical campus is across the city, but the scool has a shuttle that runs back & forth every 15 minutes, so that's no problem. The honors dorm is an old hospital. The lady said i'd get my own room. That kinda takes the fun out of it, not having a roommate, but whatever. i kinda liked the school. And when i graduated i'd have a degree in Forensic Science, plus i'd be like, 1 clas away from a Chemistry minor and 2 from a Biology minor. Those classes could easily be taken over the summer somewhere. i haven't seen New Haven yet, but now i'm thinking i kinda want to go to VCU. i didn't before, since it's in Virginia, but i duno. The only thing is... i didnt see a supermarket or any little sotres or anything. o.O that's not goooooood.

Meh, i'm done ranting now. i forgot all the rest of what i was gona say. That, and 2 more episodes of Fullmetal Alchemist are finished. Yays.

That reminds me... i need to track down Cody. ._.

bleh

Jul. 15th, 2005 10:35 am
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mmmyeah. i found Bubba and Ariana on myspace. it magically decided to let me add my school this time. i still want to add James just for the purpose of leaving him comments, but he would probably kill me. Or i'd get stuck on 16 for the rest of my life. FERDYYYYY DONT LET HIM KILL MEEEEEEE! <3

i need a life. Started cleaning my room yesterday. Threw all my little kid books into a box and filled the shelf space with manga. All that's left on my bookshelf now is school books. My manga need more space still though. Uh oh. XD None of the shit i requested from the library has come yet except Eva. Watch it come while i'm in VA and then i'll have to pay gigantic fines. Wtfh. i wonder if this font color will show up? i dont even know what my journal thing looks like. MMm, going to get Harry Potter tonight. Man, i'm not gona get any sleep for a week... Getting the book at midnight, so i'll be up reading it all night. Seeing Willy Wonka tomorrow w/ Ferdy @ 9-something. [Mom made a face at that but that's too damn bad.] Sunday is Gram's party, ugh. Monday i'll have to get up wicked early since we're leaving for fucking Virginia. Then i'll be there for a week in shitty hotels and not sleeping. Christ. And then we might go to the Cape the week after. i don't like beaches, i don't like swimming, i don't like fish. i don't care that i've never been to the Cape. is that a problem?

i can't wait til Fullmetal Alchemist comes out. After i watch that i'm gona dl the rest of it, since that evil spoiler AMV made me want to know what happened! i need to finish Naruto too. Urk. i need coffee. i'm gona go convince my mommy to go get me coffee. Toodles.





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